Round two... I should've stopped there.

Should've shut down the computer, cleaned up the drool, and called it a night as I still had lots to do.

But I couldn't. I was soaked. Still throbbing. Still floating in that soft haze that felt like aftercare... but ached like denial. The Suck and Sink file with my thumb had left me excited and needy. But what made it worse ..

what made it deeper.. was that he brought me all the way back up afterwards. Fully awake. Eyes open. Mind clear. At least on the surface. But underneath?

There was this... hum. This greedy, fluttery b*zz lighting up in my chest and between my legs. It wasn't just arousal anymore. It was excitement. Anticipation. That throb of I need more pulsing in the space He'd just hollowed out. I wanted more. No...

I neeeeded it!

You can even see it on my face at the end of the first video .. this l*ttle smile, this breathless look in my eyes. I was so ready to do it again. This time with my dildo. This time... to let it really wreck me. I told myself I was just curious. That I'd run the file again.. but with the dildo. Not to c*m. Just to see how it felt.

G*d, I love how I still lie to myself like that. Like I have control. Like this isn't already so far out of my hands.

At the start of this video, you can see it.. how impatient I am. Fidgety. Wet. Practically vibrating with anticipation. Because I already know what's coming. I know what the file does to me. And I want it. I want to be taken. To be broken down into nothing but a sucking, obedient, mindless l*ttle doll. I grabbed the dildo. I was already salivating. But I didn't slide it inside me. Not this time. I wrapped my lips around it, and the second I started sucking... It was over. My body knew exactly what to do. Like the file had already carved the path inside me.

Suck. Sink. Obey. Suck. Sink. Obey. Ah his voice! The tone. The drop. This time, my smile slipped away quicker.

This time, I just opened. My mouth. My mind. My whole self. I sucked deeper. Slower. My mouth worshipped the toy like it was real. Like it was his. Like I was born to have my mouth used and my mind emptied. My eyes rolling back. I could feel it happening.. the pleasure was so overwhelming, I couldn't keep them focused. I was drooling. Moaning softly. And still I sucked. His voice wrapped around me so fast. No resistance. No thoughts. Just this low, spiraling slide into nothingness.

I was a suck-toy. A doll.A brainwashed, blissed-out object trained to please. There was no f*cking. No thrusting. Just lips. Tongue. Obedience.

And I didn't c*m. Because this wasn't about my pleasure. It was never meant to be. It was about sucking. About obedience. About how deep I could go... without needing to finish. He brought me back up gently. Fully awake. And I just... laughed. Not out of embarrassment. Not even from relief. But because I loved it so much. I loved how far I went. How gone I became. How easily I surrendered, again and again, just for the privilege of sucking. I wish I could do it all day. Every day. Sink, suck, blank out. Repeat.

When I finally came back to myself, the dildo was still in my mouth. My jaw was sore. My eyes were dazed. And my mind felt like soft velvet still, that afterglow... empty, pliant and perfectly used.

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