Humiliated and embarrassed for your eyes (full version including waiting and d*aper p*ssing)

I admit to you that I am very excited to you look at me when I am in handcuffs, helpless or in some humiliated situation. That's why I decided to make this video where, if you watch me, I will really feel embarrassed and humiliated in front of you. This is the full version where you can see an almost 30-minute excerpt of my yesterday's experience. Video is c*mpletely my idea so don't disappoint me and watch me;)
I am ready! I'm sitting naked on a bed with a latex and g*s mask on my head. Being naked and wearing a g*s mask is quite embarrassing in itself, but I'll show you more! First I wear white socks, then incontinence briefs plus a d*aper and also short bl*ck latex gloves. That's the only things I'll wear. Want to humiliate me more? OK ... I'm applying an *nal plug into my anus. The restraining part is now in turn. What if I changed my mind? Then is not the way back. So I put on my ankle cuffs first. I put my hands behind my back and the police handcuffs click on my wrists. Now it's definitive. I have no influence on what happens next. My husband will decide how long I will be handcuffed and humiliated to your eyes. Here begins the second part of the video, which you can see in this extended version. The husband, who was still holding the camcorder in his hands, places it on a tripod and says goodbye to me. I remain alone, in handcuffs and an embarrassed g*s mask on my head. I try to find a comfortable position and relax. Turn from side to side, handcuffs behind back are uncomfortable. I have no idea how long I will stay like this, helpless and captured by a video camera. The video footage is of course shortened because the video would be unreasonably long and there would probably be no one to buy it. However, I have been in handcuffs for a long time, and that also carries physical needs. Therefore, if I can no longer maintain the need to urinate, I will do it in my d*aper. Unfortunately, the d*aper in my incontinence panties moved to one side and some of the urine leaked to the bed. Oh yeah ... hopefully my husband will be back soon.