I cant believe this happened!

Master put me in a deep, warm empty space in my mind, and I watched as a swirling, intelligent white light wrapped around my body, pulling me under. I remember wanting to be filled with it, to lose myself to the sparkles... and I did.

It didn’t just relax me.. it emptied me. My thoughts faded. My intelligence disappeared. Spelling simple words... counting... it all felt so distant. All I could feel was my aching c*nt, the clamps, the warmth of submission, and the overwhelming bliss of being His dumb l*ttle toy.

I couldn’t remember how to spell “*rgasm.” I forgot what my fingers were called. But I knew what they were for. Touching. Pleasing. Obeying.

This clip is 43 minutes of pure mesmerizing dumbification and humiliation, with real mind loss, and very real moans, see my brains leaking out of my p*ssy... Watch me become hornier, emptier, and dumber.. all for Him.

Read below for my Diary entry after the session.

(Triggers, dumbification, trance confusion, ahegao, clamps, p*ssy, *ss, loss of spelling/math ability, obedience kink.)

Diary entry:

Master put me into a deep trance and made it so that my mind became very dark and quiet. I actually remember this part quite well now. There was a beautiful misty white light that looked like it had an intelligence, of its own.. it also had splashes of what looked like fairy dust and i was so drawn to it, i wanted to touch it and be covered in the sparkles. As i reached out, it began to swirl me and take over me, starting at my feet. It felt warm, like stepping into warm bubble bath. This light made everything around me start to slowly fade out until it became very dark, there was no fear about this at all, just awe and the filings of bliss.. it eventually consumed me and i felt like i was floating in a void but every now and then, there would be flashes of things that rekonised, even the sound of my own voice in my head, but then that would fade out slowly again. The only thing that didnt fade, was Master's voice. instead, it grew more powerful. His voice made me feel such a sense of calm and also pure happiness too. C*mpletely safe with just His voice. I didnt need anything else.

I realised later after the session that He had taken away my "intelligence" i put that in quotes because i feel like last night's session is still lingering a l*ttle... The amount of words in this diary that i have had to look up on how to spell when i know i can normally spell them, and when i dod find the correct spelling.. it looks forign to me .. its too many for it to be a l*ttle slip of the mind haha Even now, i still see lots of red lines telling me ive spelt things wrong.. but ill be here all day trying to correct them so I think ill just leave them unless one is really bothering me haha

Anyways.. so the rest of the session is still a l*ttle hazy for the details, which is fun for me because it makes watching the session back even more hotter for me (I hope its not too embarrassing lol there are still quite a few of our videos that i just cant watch all the way through because of the emarrassment lol)

I remember Him making me count.. i remember the inital thought of.. "oh of course i can count" but as i began counting, i found myself getting lost in the darkness of my mind, i could see the number 1 and then 2, waiting for the flashes of light to give me the next but when it did come, it was just jumbled up and in the background of the jumbled numbers and then the numbers would come back but i couldnt get it out of my mind. the same thing happened with spelling *rgasm.. but this time, i could see the first letter but i couldnt think what it was called. Such a sorreal experience looking back.. but at the time, it was frustrating because i new i was missing out on the rewards and i just didnt want to have to think about counting, math or spelling, i didnt even wonder why He was asking me these strange things either lol.. i just remember it feeling like it was too much effort for my mind when i was trying hard to focus. oh I remember my fingers coming into play. It was like i knew instinctively that my fingers would help but then when looking at them, i was trying to think what my fingers were called and wanting to use them for other things, like touching my aching c*nt lol My fingers arnt for counting, theyre for touching things lol

oh i do remember my horniness taking over and making me feel so happy.. like l*ttle bursts of pleasure all over my body. I remember my c*nt leaking a lot and feeling so proud of that, wanting to show Master what a good horny toy i am for Him even if i cant count or spell haha

Oh i did the Ahegao face a lot too... i remember this because this added more layers to my horniness. ohhh and the clamps on my p*ssy toooo! i dont think ive done that before.. i cant remember what that felt like. thats a bit hazy... maybe my horniness was totally taking over by this point cus i can only really remember Master asking me to spell "*rgasm" but i could only see 10+5 in my head and feeling like my c*nt was going to explode. i think my mind was totally gone by this point lol I look forward to watching the video back.

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