I always looked up to my stepfather, Rob. He taught me the importance of treating

people kindly, sharing with others, and how you are never alone. He always said

that even when you're going through a difficult time by yourself, people close to

you are thinking about you and love you.

Rob always supported me and made me feel protected. I looked up to him because

he was there for me whenever I needed him.

As I got older, he explained that life has much to offer, trust needs to be earned,

and sometimes things may happen unexpectedly. But what's important is how you

react when something you didn't plan for occurs.

My Step-mom d*ed in a car crash after they got married, and he raised me as

if I were his own. The way he cared for me created a soft spot in my heart for him. I

began to have feelings for him—feelings not normal for a stepdaughter to have

towards her own step-father.

This confusing affection grew over time until, eventually, when I started to

develop, I would think about him intimately, like a girlfriend would a boyfriend. All

his comfort throughout my days without my Step-mom drew me very close to Rob in the

deepest way. His attention made me feel special. I didn't understand why, but I got

tingles down below whenever I thought of him. Even though I'm embarrassed to

admit it, at times, I did shameful things with my hands in my bedroom to release

my warmhearted excitement toward him.

One day, I was caught in the act when he walked in to ask me something, and I was

so humiliated. He explained that my urges were normal and that I was experiencing

common emotional difficulties associated with coming of age.

Before he left my room, I tried to kiss him, but he pushed me away. He explained

that even though sometimes we experience certain feelings, it's not okay to act on

them because they're inappropriate. It took me a while to understand, but now that

I'm more mature, I do.

Fast-forward to the future; My stepfather is in the prime of his career, working over

60 hours a week, and I've been attending a disciplinary dorm school.

Who would've known that my best friend, Emily, would be out of town

with her boyfriend when I stopped by to visit him during a school break? She said I

could still stay there because her parents were visiting relatives, but a chill ran

down my spine when she explained that I should just ask if my Step-dad would let me

stay at his house.

I thought about doing that beforehand but felt it was best I didn't. Even though it's

wrong, after all these years, I still privately have the feelings I had for him in the

past.

However, what Emily said made sense. It's not like I can't control myself or

anything. It's only a lingering crush, step-daddy issues, or something. I discovered he

would have the house all to himself as his girlfriend and her step-son and step-daughter,

Henry and Chloe, were out of town.

A lot has changed since I switched from trade school to my disciplinary studies.

My stepdad and I have much to catch up on, and some private time together would

help make that happen. The one thing I didn't realize was that I wasn't the only

one struggling with my moral compass, especially given my new honor of being

considered a Magna C*m Laude...

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